To 20
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“Do not go gentle into that good night!”
This is something I used to tell myself often. As always, June 3 arrived right on schedule. This year, I turned twenty.
Every birthday leaves me with many thoughts, but twenty came in the middle of a rushing current; before I had truly noticed it, it was already here.
Yes, I am twenty. The innocence and shyness of youth are gradually fading from my face, and I do not know what shape life’s rasp has worn me into.
Over the past year, the rapid development of artificial intelligence drew me deeply in, and I became somewhat slack in my studies. I was too immersed in the convenience AI brought me. It reconstructed many things and let me casually reach for things that once felt far beyond my grasp.
But standing at this point in my life, at twenty, I think I should sit down and think deeply—like artificial intelligence.
About my future, my ideals, and the kind of life I want.
I used to tell myself to stay calm and not let emotions control me, but when I think about it, I still seem like a child who is easily swept up by emotion.
So for the future, I hope I can temper my character. It has been long enough; it is time to grow up, haha.
For a while, the life right in front of me blurred my vision, and I forgot what my heart was originally like.
So it is time to stop letting myself drift!
My ideals are waiting for me.
I put off these scattered thoughts for my twentieth birthday for far too long, but thankfully they have finally settled into place.
“What has passed cannot be undone; what lies ahead can still be pursued.” — Dedicated to my twentieth year.