April Reflections
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One third of 2024 has already passed. These past months have not exactly been full, but lately I have been restless. So many things sit in front of me, yet I do not feel like doing any of them. In the first few weeks of the semester, I spent almost every day studying in the library. Thinking about how much there was to learn in my major, and how complicated it all was, then remembering that I would soon take the CET-4, made me anxious. Yet I still could not settle down and study properly. I became more and more impatient. Surrounded by fraught relationships, I kept finding excuses to be lazy.
A line keeps returning to my mind: “A full inner life makes even solitude remarkable.” I asked myself: Is my inner life full? The answer was only silence.
When I am alone, I lie in bed and think about this small life of mine. I think about how to face studying with more passion, reduce my inner friction, and adjust my mindset.
I should make myself a to-do list, find a direction, and not lose my way while I am walking.